We always tend to focus on the bad and what we don’t have. In the midst of chaos, we forget about the small things in life that make us happy. Whenever I catch myself being in a bad mood, I remind myself of the things that make me happy. It really helps to keep an eye on the positive and zone out the bad. However, from time to time I forget about my little blessings, that’s why I wrote them down.



Is there any better feeling than the one after a good work out? Nah, definitely not. It doesn’t matter how I feel – after leaving the gym it’s aaaall good. That’s basically the most important reason why I exercise in the first place. For me, it’s not about the looks, it’s all about feeding your soul.


I looove spending time with my loved ones. Maybe in combination with food? Sounds perfect. Friends and food are probably two of my favourite F-words. A dinner-date in the evening, or a lunch-date between my lections or much better – netflix and chill with looooots of sweets and goodies. That’s my plan for tonight. I can’t explain how much good company and food makes me happy.




Nothing better than escaping the ordinary life by diving into a completely different world trying to find out what it got for you. Since I am back in my reading game, I’m thinking about  doing a blog post about my fav books.


I’ve always been a very creative person. As a child I tend to sew clothes for my dolls. Me and my cousin were crazy about Mangas & Animes. – FUN FACT – You always found us drawing or writing texts in our diaries, doesn’t matter where or when (shoutout to you Ari, you know what I’m thinking about). We also made our own cosplays and went to events. My creative vein never really left me. Even though I’m not that much into Mangas & Animes anymore and  doing my own costumes anymore, I’m now trying to let my creativity grow by pouring my heart into this blog thing. I love dressing myself, it kind of expresses who I am and writing was always something I enjoyed. These two things in combination will have me beaming in delight.

The little things? The little moments? – They aren’t little.



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Shaping up another beautiful week. Currently at university sitting in my law lecture listening to this guy reading all of his information from his papers. First thought: „Wtf is he doing?“ Second thought: „Wtf am I doing here?“ This makes me stop and ponder how precious time is. So while he is talking or should I say reading (?), I’m using this time doing something more productive like writing this blog post :)


Please don’t waste my time, if you do, don’t expect me to hang out with you! It might seem a little bit discriminating, but I’ve simply come to a point where I don’t want to spend my time on things or people which are not bringing me any further in life.

Time is a totally non-renewable source. Once time passes, it’s gone forever. You can’t get it back. Whether you are rich or poor, old or young, the clock is ticking the same for everyone.I wasted my time with people who didn’t have any real value to me doing pointless things that didn’t have any positive effects on my future. Once you cut to the chase and think of what’s really important, you realize the immense amount of time and energy you’ve lost wasting it on something completely irrelevant. However, I don’t regret it. I’m still young, still learning, still in the process. And sometimes the wrong direction leads to the right place.



The past weeks had been spent in mindful debate over going in a new direction. Leaving toxic, useless things and relationships behind and focus on the good. Focus on what I really want. Focus on what my HEART really wants. When you come to a crux in life, it may be difficult to stay positive and confident, but the decision you will make will be the best one. All that matters is when you go after something, go with ALL of your heart. Either you’re IN our OUT, there’s no such thing as in-between.

No one can predict the future, but you can wield the direction with your choices. Time flies, so be the pilot.





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Back where we started and doing just fine. Change is in the water and the water feels just right. We can’t fear change, we must embrace it.. sometimes you have to walk on water. Watching the night sky, dotted with asterism, fade into darker majestic hues of blue, signalizing the end of another day. Embracing the silence, the celestial space is where my mind is allowed to wander. Mood? Calm. I feel so weightless as if at any moment, the wind is going to sweep off my feet and I’ll fly away. Anywhere, everywhere.


Out there it’s deceivingly cold, with only a faint chill creeping through the window sill. Song on repeat. It’s been 10 months, 13 hours and 21 minutes since we last spoke. It feels a bit longer. 308 days have gone by. 2 seasons have come and gone. In 2 more months, it’ll be one year since you hid. You used to tell me there was a reason for all the reasons. A reason for the trees and the ocean. A reason why the sun got shy on some days and the clouds would take over. A reason for the moon, the stars and all the celestial beings hiding behind powder puff giants.

The first time I ever attended a funeral, you pulled me in close and told me she wasn’t gone; you said it was like the sun, the moon and the stars. She wasn’t gone, she was just hiding. You always found a way to explain things to me in a way which made sense, never losing any sense of wonder and magic to your reasons. It’s taken me a while to remember and for that I’m truly sorry. But I know one day, hide and seek will come to and end; when it does, I hope you’ll smile and say…

„I told you so.“



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